December 2009
64 posts
successfully snuck back to Wisconsin to surprise my mom for Christmas; literally walked into the house & said “Merry Christmas” & she burst into tears. totally worth driving a million hours hyped up on Dew due to non-sleep. nervous to be in the Milwaukee area. might be too soon. missing Em & Cara. missing a certain boy. happy holidays. see you fuckers on Saturday.
My heart is gonna be in so much trouble.
WatchHappy birthday, Brandy.
Old pictures & the truth; this time of year always reminds me of you. It’s when we fell apart (& when we fell together), it’s when I became the fucked up version of someone I used to know. I need more than a few years & six hours, (I need) something way big. & not an empty house or a lonely heart.
oh no. oh no oh no ohnohnohnohno. missing him.
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not doing so hot; holiday blues probably? problems with dude definitely. all me & not being able to accept how things have to be right now. nothing the insanity wolf & babe hunting with my bffs can’t cure. (I hope.)
I’m not a bad person, just an empty one.
“We live by 3 rules:
1. they not ready
2. motherfuckers need to know
3....”
